
Originally Posted by
limitles
The below post was roughly 3x longer the first go around, and I wanted it shot enough to fit on one pagel which it does handily.
Tine with all due respect, we are just never meeting in real life, not ever. I just for a moment imagined shaking your hand or something and how weird it would seem, then of course dinner would be fluid, I'd feel comfortable and let my guard down and probably say a bunch of stupid shit and after spend the next week or so terrified I said something that pissed you off enough to hack me (again) and I broke into a cold sweat.
No thank you.
As to your post- I said everything I needed to in the pm's, including my babble to you via the IM thingy here which effectively sealed the deal.
What's left for me there?
Nothing.
Scooter said something I never realized- well, let's say the realization was stalled out on the freeway trying to reach it's destination. gay sex and blake were seeking my affection and i lapped it up lik a starved puppy precisely (due mostly to my BPD, which they are all aware of) so that they could betray me (have to assume in IST, and gay sex has cme across pretty apologetic at random here and there, Guessing I DON'T want to see what's in IST afterall eh) and exploit my BPD and ADHD (and asbergers suicidal depression etc.)
I am some kind of hideous physical manifestation of EVERYTHING Scooter hates so wow, yeah, he might turn me down for lunch right now, I'll try later and write him off as a lunch date for now. Maybe in the spring time he'll be him again, all talking about vassals and his story he wrote about a guy who isn't him but is searching for and finding x and not being happy etc, and hot girls etc.
For you and Tapper I will make cameo's on occasion and that is literally it for me. I was NEVER supposed to have posted on your forum, and between us gents I have watched closely for something I thought would happen and sure enough, the longer the forum goes without me posting in it, the more it returns to it's former self. It's subtle but the pitter patter, I go you go simple banter between friends that I always wanted to be a part of, something that's been gone for no apparent reason, is coming back, so I really am poison to those around me...isn't that just awesome? to have cold truth stare you in the face like that...
Things I wish I knew when....