also before anyone asks "why do you go to skatz when that's probably tines biggest gripe with you in the first place?" and the answer is not very clear anymore, at least not to me. Meaning I like skatz and wish I could participate there, even though at times it really seems like I am just the butt of every joke or something. I can't explain it, probably just the fact that it's a click and I have never been much for clicks, but this one is more interesting. Very intelligent people post there and treat the site with reverence and to date, not once has anything from IST been blabbed on the forums that i am aware of. I suppose I see something in the forum that is not readily apparent and might not even exist in that I feel like there is a legitimately real benefit to being "in" there, otherwise why else would it's core patrons be so loyal?

Might as well grow hair and dye it purple and walk on my hands and sprout a second cock, all of those things will happen before I am respected and accepted at skatz...