If you can't afford to play with your own money, and sat staring at your blank resume consumed with fear and doubt, maybe you weren't as successful as you would like to think. Any player worth half a shit shouldn't need to be staked, regardless of how common poker nerds say it is. Any winning player should be playing 100% with their own money. Not only for themselves, but in fairness to their backers. People concentrate and take things a lot more seriously when it's their own cash on the line. You're a grown man who is depending on random people from the internet so you can play poker. Think about that. You even said this stake depends on others $. It's amazing to see the number of smart guys who are capable of so much more who waste their intelligence chasing this poker pipe dream. Unless you're Phil Ivey or Tom Dwan, or have a time machine to go back when poker was 90% retards, it ain't gonna happen.