Mike- print off Gamble's post and read it until it sinks in. Then do what he says.
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Mike- print off Gamble's post and read it until it sinks in. Then do what he says.
He wrote what I have had in my mind for some time now (thanks to Scooter and his invaluable insight) the problem is, as it was, I do not have medical insurance, I can not see any psychiatrists or psychologists at this time. When that changes I am 110% doing this and never looking back,until then it's just a pipe dream and I am inching closer to speaking to burning garbage cans.
hollow words
it's funny how you can 110% commit to something when you know there is a 0% chance of it ever happening
gamble gave you good advice, but it obviously has already gone in one ear and out the other
and mike, n dakota isn't going to work for you bro
it's fucking november
do you know how cold it gets there in the winter? and you are going to show up with no job and no place to stay and little or no money?
solid plan
the people from skatz are trolling you - they do give you some solid advice mixed in from time to time but don't get it twisted
you are their dancing monkey
mike your best and possibly only hope would be to follow gamble's advice and once you are far enough along find a group home (that restricts internet access) & a vocational program
you simply cannot care for yourself in any capacity
exhibit a:
way 2 troll, willie.
mike dont listen to willie he just wants you to end up in south dakota.
it hurts me just as much but mike needs to see it for what it is...
a meal made by a crazy person with zero life skills that cannot care for himself in any real capacity
n dakota might work for mike after he addresses his issues, and has made some contacts up there that can help him find employment and housing before he freezes to death
for right now it's another pipe dream that he can latch onto, while ignoring the real problem(s)
n dakota won't fix you mike, you can't run away from yourself
you coming here for business tbags?
Yep, week long training with the new company.
I swear on my life I will prove you wrong or die trying.
and for the record, I have already done well surviving on my own in impossible circumstances- when i was thrown into the street abruptly the day I turned 18 I had no cash no gas no place to stay and no job. I lived on the floor of a crack dealers house with a bunch of middle aged societal rejects and stole what I had to in order to survive and eventually got a job at Netflix and got on the road to redemption.
You aren't the only person who thinks I can't take care of myself and you know what? I can and will, WHEN AND ONLY WHEN I HAVE TO.
So help me God I am willing to put myself in that position and let the chips fall where they may.
The fact that it's november means only good to me bro- I will have less competition most likely and I LOVE cold weather, anything north of 65 degrees I am in shorts and sweating, always been that way from the extra muscle I carry.
I am aware of the fact that skatz is freerolling here, if I succeed they can rightfully take credit and if I fail they will laugh at me for God knows how long. Trust me, I am a lot smarter than you or anyone has ever given me credit, but push come to shove I am a fucking winner. Honest to God I have to get the hell out there NOW and at least TRY to become a man or I will just sink further into depression and continue seeming to need all the crap my parents keep buying for me. I can't fucking stand that anymore, I have had ENOUGH.
I can't sit around for months waiting for medical insurance, what part of that do people find so unrealistic or hard to believe? I am a GUEST in the home where I am currently living, that can end at any time and I will have no place to go no money no car no health insurance NOTHING.
I'm willing to risk a lot right now, the last of anything I own on this earth is my awesome body and fabulous health, but how long will that last? Age always takes it's toll and time is creeping up on me. I have to do it.
My cooking has improved substantially. I made some AWESOME chicken the other day, and took the time to write out my recipe here in the office someplace...I will prob make it again tonight, and take some pictures. I'ts fucking amazing, since I hate chicken, I had to dig REAL DEEP for a winning recipe.
ATTN: MIKE!
You want to get better, get the fuck out of that house, find a job, not hard to do.... MOVE AWAY NOW!
Here's a winning plan.
1) Move, and move now... not when you get medical insurance. (I'm sure fucking cave men survived without Obamacare)
2) Enlist in the Armed services (Your best bet outside of getting part time work)
3) Stay away from poker forums, period for 6-12 months (Twitter/FB is fine)
4) Stop trying to feel "normal" there isn't a defined normal bro, everyone is fucked up from one sort to another
5) Find a woman that will tolerate you, honestly this might "mellow" you out bro (women are the yin to our yang braj)... Hookers don't count.
6) Seek group therapy, let it be AA, DA, GA, or Military programs if you follow step 2.
Follow up with me in 1 year, that's my medical opinion.
PS I don't post here much but for fuck's sake dude get better